Envy

Slowly I have begun to feel content with what I have and what I have is mostly inside of me. I have a healthy sense of who I am and a clear idea of the man I want to eventually become. I have enough respect for myself that I won't say yes when I want to say no. I have the opinion that I am a good person and am lovable.

I used to feel so much envy. I was extremely envious of people who had jobs that I wanted. I was envious of people who had homes when I was homeless. I was envious of people who had talents that I didn't have. Today I'm not feeling that envy which was so harmful. I am feeling like I have talents and gifts that I can use to benefit myself and others. Everybody around me and everybody with the same last name as me benefits when I am living right and keeping a healthy, positive attitude.