Yes, the mountain is moving and all the credit goes to God. For years I was stuck in reverse and I was fighting against His will for me. I was eventually able to see it was time to surrender. As the old saying goes, "my arms are too short to box with God". I'm begging daily for His help because I know I have a mind I can't trust. I am aware that my thinking isn't always good so I have advisors who keep me on track. They catch me when I'm trying to justify doing things that are not healthy for me.
My life has improved and it's spectacular! It's because I have learned to use spiritual tools that were given to me freely. These tools were always there for the taking but I refused to use them for many years. I have written down a few well known prayers which I use. I call up friends who have the wisdom that I want to have. They are willing to share it and ask for nothing in return.
Thanks to many caring people (like a sponsor and a therapist) I have learned coping skills. I'm not overwhelmed by the challenges of my life. And I'm learning to stand up and be responsible for my actions and my words.
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